2010. A year where everything seemed worse than it was. I’m doing alright. :) In this year of life, I:
· had the time of my life in my last year of show choir <3
· went to an Imogen Heap concert. She is so wonderful
· sang a solo and didn’t feel terrified
· performed in a Queen recognition concert with Orchestra Iowa. One of the best moments of the year and it was with my best friend in the whole world
· realized how much I really missed writing because of an inspired English teacher
· read very little. (Throw me some book recs!)
· did costuming for The Wizard of Oz at my high school
· wore a fantastically poofy prom dress and had an amazing night with some really amazing people
· finished piano lessons after 10 years with my sweetheart of a teacher
· got a tumblr J
· graduated from high school. Awesome, but still bittersweet
· turned 18, and really…there’s nothing special about it
· was diagnosed with a gluten/wheat allergy
· was stomach pain free for the first time in 5 years (for more than a weekJ)
· learned to live without sandwiches
· realized how much more I need to see my family
· saw a lot of friends get hurt
· lost my east coast family without knowing why
· saw Toy Story 3, which was so good, but not two days before going to college
· cried. Not much outside of movies though, which was a nice change
· worked at a shaved ice shack all summer with the best boss ever
· realized how many people truly are afraid to be themselves
· went to college
· had an “oh my god, that actually happened” moment. I feel like I need to tell you about it! I was in an elevator after eating dinner on a September night at college. The only other person in the elevator was a (very cute) boy. He started talking to me. Why, I do not know. Anyways, he ended up walking with me all the way to my dorm. The truly amazing part was when he said this. “I would normally ask for your number, but I’m not going to. If I see you again, we’ll know it was meant to be, but if not, then the memory of a particular image is but regret for a particular moment, I’ll see you again.” Then he walked away. He quoted Swann’s Way, which is my favorite piece of literature in the universe. I didn’t tell him I loved that novel, and he said that! I haven’t seen him yet, but I don’t think it matters. It was cheesier than ever, and you might say he was trying a little too hard, but it was just such a wonderful moment
· found another four leaf clover (that makes four of them)
· cut my own hair AND it looked good
· spent a weekend in Chicago with my mom and (soon-to-have-been) stepsister doing all sorts of wedding shopping! Soo fun!
· went to Lake of the Ozarks and this time my best friend went along! I also gained a new friend! I had such a great time with everyone there. My best friend was having a really hard time but she told me she felt free when we were there. I am so lucky to have her as a friend. My new friend is so amazing and I’m lucky to have met her. My sister and I have so much fun at the lake and this year was the same! I love having her to go there with! I’m such a lucky girl
· Kettle Chips became a drug
· saw my mom cry because she was happy for the first time in a long time
· officially gained a sister. Gained a stepfather, two wonderful dogs and even more family
· got the best random roommate I could have asked for!
· went of a Kris Allen concert (Jason Reeves opened <3) with my best friend and my sister (it was her first concert! YAY)
· wrote the lyrics and melody to over 100 songs
· cried singing one of my own songs
· was always on the outside of drama, looking in
· stopped feeling angry at my dad anymore
· had my dad in my life again
· became even closer to my big brother. He is the kindest, most amazing big teddy bear brother anywhere on earth
· joined the rowing team
· my knees fell apart, (again) and I had to leave the team
· my knees buckled in the worst places possible. A staircase, the bus, an escalator and a very steep hill. Meh
· started to play guitar (I can play two songs, yayay)
· was a shoulder to cry on, a very big shoulder
· immersed myself in music
· discovered that some sci-fi is not so bad
· felt that magical feeling that I used to feel when I was little J
· danced in the rain
· learned that too many people blame their personal faults on others. It’s human to have faults. Embrace them
· realized how lucky I was to go to the high school that I did
· realized that my high school music director is an amazing person and I was very fortunate to learn from him
· didn’t really enjoy any of my first semester courses that much
· had an insane night with two of my friends at a diner downtown
· sang Bach’s Christmas Oratorio
· lost my camera. Still looking….grrrrr
· went to an Ingrid Michaelson concert (Jason Reeves opened!)